make me happy forever
i think we might have finally found the someones who will make us happy forever. she said those words to me. i thought it was sweet of her. naive, but sweet. but it was such a nice thought. i tried to let it go, but instead i told you what she said. you smiled. i smiled for days thinking about it. happy forever. and today she called again. she said she didn't know what happened, or how or when it happened. she said everything is different. she was broken-hearted.
and for a moment i trusted her premonitions.
and for a moment i trusted her premonitions.
posted by korryne at 2:14 AM
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I hate those words. I hate that thought. I hate that I trusted her, and believed in her. I hate the night when she's not there. I hate the life I don't want to imagine with out her. I hate the memories that I absolutely adore. I hate that I adore them so. I hate that still I'm * that they can still be good. I hate that I am still * for her to come back when she isn't even gone all the way. I hate her smile because it hurts now, I hate dancing and music she made me love. I hate hoping and wanting and desiring and * and tasting and tangling and smiling. Still, oh how very fucking pathetic. Still, I love her. I love her.
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