astrophysics

i can breathe again and it is lovely. relief again and everthing will be just fine, dare i say perfect. it feels so... everything. exciting and falling in love and astrophysics.

but sometimes i feel stupid for hoping for the best when for so long [or not so long as the case may be] there was no best and stupider for thinking that now there is.

so much feels at stake but really there is nothing to lose... except that now i need you and now, i love you.