again, what?

there's funny things he says and sweet things. like, i love the way you fit my body perfectly. things that make me think he just might feel the same way as i do, and then things that make me wonder what on earth he does think. like, do you feel like you're wasting time? no, do you? like, do you miss watching porn at home every night? what? like, do you really want to marry a gay man? again, what? did i do something to make you think that? i hope not...