no, really

ok, how stupid am i? no, really. someone needs to just give it to me straight. sure, he's great. the sex stuff has never been this perfect. he's kind and sensitive and is always saying the right things. he's smart and ambitious and successful. and he's madly, terribly, in love with me. (he didn't know what love is until he met me, love at first sight might i add, how sweet is that? i would think it's bullshit except he feels so genuine.)

and, after four months, he still talks to his wife (ex?) every day. still does everything she wants him to do. she still pays his bills (i mean writes them out and sends them in). he still leaves our apartment by 8:30 am on weekend days to be home before she goes where ever she's going for the day. and he still hasn't even told anyone that he's moved out. that they're separated, getting divorced. sure, his family know, but she told them. maybe his friends and some people at church know, but she told them too. when his friends confronted him, he told them he was having problems and they were being resolved. that means divorce, he said to me, but that could also mean a lot of other things. sure, she knows he's seeing someone, she figured that out on her own. and she still thinks they have a chance. he has kids, but come one, is that really all this is about?