no more

why does doing the right thing sometimes feel so wrong, when doing the wrong thing feels so right? i can't take it anymore.

is being sad and able to live with yourself better than being happy and knowing you are a horrible person?

confusion

the reason this is so hard is because I know it is wrong. how do you hope for a happy ending without feeling foolish when you know there isn't one? the confusing thing is that i want it to be okay. i want everything to be fine. i want you. but not like this. but if there isn't another way? and there isn't. and i still want you.

hurt me

Right now, in your arms, feels so safe,
but I know you won't protect me.

And your eyes say you would never harm me,
but I know tomorrow you will hurt me.

And I know that it's not true,
but I think it might be right to love you.

And, no, I don't think things will be fine after all...

what is happening?

Something is happening. It's on the verge, I'm just not sure when or how far to go. the sign said Sometimes the hardest problems have the simplest solutions.